I have made A LOT of mistakes in my life shit so many I could probably fill a book the size of the old testament about my mistakes. The biggest mistake I ever made is the some of the people that I associated myself with. Selfish people, thieves, liars, two faced people and cowards in short parasites that are only out for themselves and NEVER gave a single fuck about me or anything else but themselves in some cases. This started in my youth as people that I considered to be friends and I trusted (for some reason that I can not understand to this day) stole from me, used me and shown no loyalty whatsoever to me. I was blind, I’m not sure if it was a willing blindness or if I was just fucking stupid but the truth is I attracted towards leeches, parasites and bloodsuckers over and over again.
I would get rid of one and replace them with another. I’m not saying everybody I know is like this because I have been blessed with a very small amount of good friends and a good family. In my youth I always blamed them for being what they are, parasites, thieves, liars, two faced people and cowards but now I’m older and wiser I see and understand this was my fault not their fault. I let them in and they exploited if I didn’t let them in they would not have been able to exploit.
Even worse I sacrificed my youth and a huge part of my life to some of these two faced, selfish leeches that done nothing for me but hold me back, criticize and take, take and fucking take. I was certainly nowhere perfect myself I admit that but in some cases I fucking loved these parasites. There is a old saying that says behind every great man is a great woman and that might be be true and so is the opposite. Behind every failure and every sad and lonely person is a bloodsucker or a whole lot of bloodsuckers in most cases!
I know this is true with me but unfortunately for me I can’t change the past but I can advise based on my experiences and use my knowledge and experiences to try and make sure that this never happens to me again.
I take comfort in one thing and that one thing is KARMA. What goes around comes around and these bloodsuckers will one day pay a price and maybe even be victims of parasites and bloodsuckers themselves.
I just happen to know that these parasites talk about each other behind each others backs, they call each other ugly and then lie and deny when the truth comes out. You can say what you like about me but I say what I think and sometimes more to their faces this may make me unpopular but fuck popular and fuck you.